I am a month out from my first bikini competition, and though I have been training mean(er), I have not been eating clean. Which is arguably the MOST IMPORTANT part of compeating.
Though I am not NEAR where I should be in my journey, I am going to continue to compete anyways so that I can get my feet in the water. If I look the worst, that's motivation for me..because I'm not use to that.. haha!
I've picked out my second show and my second bikini already, and I haven't even hit the stage yet!
It's all a learning experience, which is deffinitly what it is.
I started at 139ish when I moved out of my house into my fiance's house. Which might I add, has a treadmill...so I have been LOVING that aspect.
As of right now. I am still about 135.