Uh yeah.

Yeah i've been working out in the gym at least once a day for the past few weeks.
BUT, that still isn't going to get me ready in time for my first bikini competition that's September 22, 2012.
That gives me five weeks and six days.
I'm starting to rethink maybe a later show. I'm not giving up, but I want my body to be PERFECT by the time I walk across that stage!

Yesterday I was super hungry, so when I got off work I ate a WHOLE SMALL pizza from PaPa Johns!  Ugh.. but boy was it good.
Afterwards I was like, "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!"
At least I am being completley honest.  Everyone has flaws.

This week starts a new week, and though i've known about this show since July.. I am going to kick butt to make sure I am ready, at least up to par so i don't embarass myself.

I did go to the gym this morning, and I have been relaxing at home all day until I leave for work in about 10 minutes.

If i've learned anything, it's that you should never let yourself go hungry!
That's when you're most likely to indulge in things you shouldn't.
Take me for example!

Today has been a good day!
Started with some blue berries this morning,
 beans and grilled chicken,
right now I am eating four egg whites,
for dinner tonight I have grilled chicken, and haven't decided on vegetable yet.

Regardless, I am a lot happier now than I was feeling this time two years ago.  I am so thankful I am now more knowledgeable about what it's like to have a healthy lifestyle, and this will be continued!

Before. Two years ago.

I'll take an after tonight when I go back after work! (:

I am feeling a lot better with my stomach, though i still need to lose some more body fat.
I'll decide after this week if I do this competition, or hold out until October.
Happy Monday everyone!  (:

Adventure Junkie

Well, the Yankees game was fun, no doubt!
Somehow they managed to lose to the Mariners 1-0,  I mean, come on now. I forgot the Mariners even existed! haha!






On the way back home, we stopped by Cabella's, which is now one of my favorite stores. It had so many animals, stuffed and live, that it tops bass pro shops 100-1!

On my boyfriends weekend, which is Tuesday-Wednesday, we visited his grandparents house.
It was in the middle of nowhere, but it was SO MUCH FUN! We didn't do anything! :D
Once we passed a pretty big city, we completely lost cell phone service, which was probably the best part!
We played some cornhole, shot some guns, admired some wildlife, and explored Seneca Caverns!
Oh boy did I eat a lot!
Thankfully, however, it was mostly freshly grown.  So, I stayed pretty healthy.

For some reason i've been up since 3:30 and can't go back to sleep.
So, i'll be hitting the gym up soon before getting some things done around the house.

The first step in achieving, is trying.

SO BUSY!

I apologize for is being so long since the last time i've written.  I have blogger on my ipad, but I don't always have internet!  Sometimes it sucks!

Anyways, since the last time i've written so much has happened!



First off, I got a new JEEP WRANGLER!
Unfortunately, now I actually have to pay for something.  But hey, it's alright. I like to think of it as a new toy. (:






The day after that my family took a three day vacation down to Virginia Beach, which was also, SO WORTH IT.  I also attempted to run on the beach. Which was great, however I didn't get very far.  My loose shorts would up getting wet and kept falling.  If it was socially acceptable to keep running in boy shorts, you best bet I would have said eff it, and keep going.


I am stable at 130, which is good.  To an extent I've been watching my weight still, just because I am uncertain on if I am going to do a show in September, or compete in a pageant at the end of August.  Oh, decisions, decisions.

July 30th was my babies first birthday.  When I say baby, I am speaking of my one year old chocolate lab!  He's the love of my life.  We went for a walk in Harpers Ferry, and started walking Maryland Heights, until it got too dark, then we turned around.  It's safe to say he had a great first birthday! <3
I just got back from a weekend beach trip with my boyfriend.  It was completely worth it 100 percent.  We've both been working out butts off lately!

Finally, I have to work here 11-3, babysit until I don't know how late, then tomorrow we will be getting up bright and early to go to a Yankees game!
Now, I am a Braves and Nationals fan. My brother is the Yankees fan.  I am just happy we are finally going to a game!  It's been WAY to long!

Until next time, stay healthy, and believe in yourself.
If you don't believe in yourself, no one will.