BUT, that still isn't going to get me ready in time for my first bikini competition that's September 22, 2012.
That gives me five weeks and six days.
I'm starting to rethink maybe a later show. I'm not giving up, but I want my body to be PERFECT by the time I walk across that stage!
Yesterday I was super hungry, so when I got off work I ate a WHOLE SMALL pizza from PaPa Johns! Ugh.. but boy was it good.
Afterwards I was like, "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!"
At least I am being completley honest. Everyone has flaws.
This week starts a new week, and though i've known about this show since July.. I am going to kick butt to make sure I am ready, at least up to par so i don't embarass myself.
I did go to the gym this morning, and I have been relaxing at home all day until I leave for work in about 10 minutes.
If i've learned anything, it's that you should never let yourself go hungry!
That's when you're most likely to indulge in things you shouldn't.
Take me for example!
Today has been a good day!
Started with some blue berries this morning,
beans and grilled chicken,
right now I am eating four egg whites,
for dinner tonight I have grilled chicken, and haven't decided on vegetable yet.
Regardless, I am a lot happier now than I was feeling this time two years ago. I am so thankful I am now more knowledgeable about what it's like to have a healthy lifestyle, and this will be continued!
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| Before. Two years ago. |
I am feeling a lot better with my stomach, though i still need to lose some more body fat.
I'll decide after this week if I do this competition, or hold out until October.
Happy Monday everyone! (:
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