So, here is the plan.

This year. 134 lbs

About a week after my pageant the photographer uploaded the pictures from the pageant to his website.  This is usually a great thing.  Unofrtunately this time, I saw my bikini shot...and just about cried.
It was SO NOT ME!

2012. 125 lbs

I bragged about how I didn't care about it as much this year as I did last year...and it SHOWS!

So, it's finally time.  I put off training for this pageant because I had other areas that I needed to work on.  However, this time it for real.
I've started eating clean this past week as well as going to the gym once, sometimes twice a day.


The show I originally wanted to do was March 30th.  That gives me five weeks and a day to get where I want to be in order to hit that stage rocking.

I've been on the computer for the past five hours researching bikini suits, shoes, tans, diets, workouts, you name it.  I haven't even figured out if I want to compete in OCB or NPC.
All I know is that one of these days I will FINALLY do a bikini competition, and let's hope that this time I am counting down the days!

On the plus side...my diet today was PERFECT! Yuuuus! <3

"Want something? Work for it.  Nobody has ever drowned in sweat."

Until next time! <3